How Old Am I?

Birthday: the anniversary of a birth. Simply said by Webster.

On July 5th, I will celebrate just that, but how old will I really be? According to the actual day I was born, this year will mark my 25th Birthday, the 25th year anniversary of my birth, a celebration of life. But how old am I really going to be this year? I was born 25 years ago, that should make me 25 right?

Advice from 25 year old!

Ok so in a little over a week I'm turning old! LOL Well only 25 but that halfway to fifty!!!! Crazyness!! I'm having a "midlife crisis" not really but it really been a weird thing for me lately! I've been freaking out for weeks. Well I guess it because for 2 years I don't really remember so I think it snuck up on me!

"Mommy, Look At Her!"

I was having a rough day, well that would be a great understatement. I woke up late, I was late for work. I wasn’t able to take a shower, my clothes were sorta wrinkled and my hair was a mess! When I get to work it was crazy busy, I was on the go the minute I stepped in. It seemed every call that I answered was just plain rude to me. Everything went wrong and I could go on and on. Minutes before I was supposed to clocked out my boss, yelled at me for something I didn’t do, but I just tried to grin and bare it instead of pointing fingers.

May 26, 1996

She was just a skinny little 10 year old; she looked like every average kid out there. But if you could of seen her heart you would of seen pain, suffering and bleeding. If you would of seen her soul it was black as coal, old and dirty. On May 26, 1996, in what normally was the cafeteria for the campgrounds, was a small church gathered together for a Memorial Day “Family Camp”. Three little wayward sisters, who had just been introduced to the a "new" part of the family where able to go to this forest retreat. After a service, preached by Bro. Hopkins, who has now gone on to be with the Lord, that skinny little girl stood up wanting to know more. Who would of known on that day, the Windows of Heaven would open and come down to this lost little girl in the world, but Thank God it did happen.

Memorial Day ~ Thanks ~

Memorial Day Weekend is upon us and I want to share my favorite song in honor of our American Soldiers! For my good friends, for my brother, Brian, for those I don't personally know but have fought for my freedom, but mostly for my Grandpa K. Grandpa you fought in World War II, and saw the worst of the worst during those times. I wish I could of heard the stories from you but you would of never share the stories. You were one of the first soldier to step foot on concentration camps and set many people free. I love and miss you Grandpa!

I Want to Be Like the Moon!

I Want To Be Like the Moon! Because like the moon reflects the light from the sun, I want to relfect the light of the Son of God. Like the moon shine so brightly in the darkness, I want to shine so brightly in this dark world. The moon is not of this world, neither do I want to be apart of this world. The moon makes an affect though on the world, it causes the waves in the ocean, I want to stir up the water of the world. When the moon becomes nothing but a sliver, and is called the "Fingernail of God", I want people to look at me in the tough times and see the "Finger of God" on my life. Like the moon it's surface is not perfect, but the "Man on the Moon" is seen through it's imperfection, I am not perfect either, but through my imperfection I want Him to shined perfectly, and I want people to see His grace and mercy in my life as the "Face of God" Just like the faithful moon rises every evening, I want to be faithful to those around me. I Want to Be Like the Moon. ~Jacqueline~

For Bri

Hi Bri,


Ok so you have no idea who I am but I'm posting this anyways. Awhile back some of the younger girls in my church were talking about a young girl in California who was very sick, that was you. I can't remember exactly when I first heard about you having cancer. I am a cancer survivor. I was 22 when I was first diagnoised. I have always had a great burden for young ladies so when I heard you were sick it struck even deeper in my heart. I understand what it is like to be sick as a young person. I understand most like better then most, but there some things I don't fully understand.

Relay For Life Pictures!

Please check out the pictures of the Relay for Life on my other blog. You Can Change Lives!

Thanks!!!

Jacqui

Please Pray... Thanks!!!!

Ok so I try to keep my Midnight Reflection's Blog a story only blog, this is my "Professional" Blog. LOL But I need your prayer! I have 6 days to push a Relay for Life of Scottsdale at my work. The event is on FRIDAY!!!! I only have a handful of walkers, no money raised, but I do have a passion! I have to speak for 5 minutes at the Staff meeting on Thursday morning in front of all of the managers! (Eeeekkkkk!!!) Pray! Pray! Pray! I want to be a witness! I am a Cancer Survivor. I had Thyroid Cancer about 2 years ago and this year it has really hit home all that I went through. God was so good to me and still is!

Through the Eyes of Barabbas (Break)

I apologize to those who have been reading the Story of Barabbas. Between Work, Church and School, plus weddings, ralleys, fundraisers and oh I forgot my love for sleep, I just haven't had time to finish the story. Give me a little bit before I finish it.